![]() ![]() I have to wonder how many of the pursuers simply want the “experience” of being with a small Asian woman who will quietly disrobe, lie down, and offer a snug little spot for a dick to plug into. On dating apps, users who identify as Asian women receive the highest rates of interest. I wanted someone to want me one day, and in order for that to happen, I had to be small, and I had to be willing to please. At least I was working to meet expectations. I went to a soccer team try-out with friends the coach had me sprint, then yelled after me, “Lanta !”īut at least I was cute. My body couldn’t handle physical exertion. ![]() At five-foot-three, I was scared of hitting triple-digit numbers on the weighing scale. I needed to be every store’s standard of XXS. Before I knew I could write a good slam poem or rock a shaved head, I knew I had cute little feet, adorably small breasts, and a tight Asian pussy.Īnd I became invested in my size as a stand-in for my identity.Īt thirteen, I was anorexic – and unhealthily obsessed with my own smallness. I internalized these descriptions before I had a chance to imagine a different identity. I belong to the racial demographic probably most often described as cute and little – “Oh, you know Anis? Cute? Little? Asian?” Here is necessary context: I’m a cisgender Asian woman. ![]() I lapped up any commentary on my body that I could interpret as kind. And as a newly minted teenager, my sense of insecurity was growing in direct proportion to my bacne and eyebrows. I was in seventh grade when my friend Kat looked at my feet and said approvingly, “You know what my brother says. ( Content Note: eating disorders, rape, forced prostitution, minor attraction, violence against transgender women) Please keep in mind that not all women have vaginas, and not all people with vaginas are women, and their experiences may differ. Editor’s Note: This article is written by a cisgender woman about the social expectations that she experiences, having a vagina. ![]()
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